I know I haven't updated in a while.
and I'm really sorry...
But on December 28th, 2010
my best friend's dad died.
I was out of town and I wasn't able to be there for her and I feel guilty for that. I feel like I should've been right there when she found out. And I cried and I still cry because he was like literally my second dad. I seriously called him dad. I can't imagine how her life is going to be without him. I can't imagine what that would feel like. I feel so bad for her because now every Christmas and every New Years will not be the same. And she's gonna have to keep facing it over and over again. It's not fair. And I'm not okay because she's not okay. So if I don't update for awhile, this is why... and I hope you all understand.
Hope your Christmas was lovely,
and your New Years is spectacular.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!! (almost) :)
I wanna thank all of you for your support all along. it means so much to me :)
sorry i haven't updated in awhile, but here's a pretty big one. enjoy <3
Don't waste your time on someone who wouldn't waste their time on you.
don't mourn, rejoice.
i love you all and your amazing, helpful, and sweet comments you left on my last post. it meant alot, i promise. i didn't get to reply to all the comments.. but i'm working on it. i wanna reply to all of you :) anyways, here's another updatee <3
When we first met, you were the sweetest boy i'd ever met. I was sure you'd treat me right. Now, I don't even know what I saw in you. Seriously, you are the biggest player at my school, but I didn't see it till now. Fuck that sparkle in your eye, you take advantage of it.
even on my weakest days, i get a little bit stronger
hey beautiful :) whoever is reading this at this very moment out there... I want you to know that you're beautiful in every possible way. I hope you know how important you are to at least one person. I hope you know you have a purpose in this life and I hope you know that you deserve all of the happiness in the world. I hope you never give up and I hope you never stop smiling. <3
I liked him. Actually, no. I loved him. But there were parts of me that weren't completely ready to give him another chance. And that was something I just had to deal with.
life is great. atleast it was last night! i'll tell you more about it at the bottommmm :)
obviously, this is a new updateeeee. enjoy? i hope so.
When you develop an infatuation with someone,
you will always find a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you.
but baby don't stop now <3